The vent thread

I feel you on the money worries, except that we have NO money, at all.
I've just applied for a part-time job, against my better judgement as DP won't go get a job cause he's so adamant that his businesses will work.

Waiting...waiting...

Hunnybunny wrote: Pull your f#ckin pants up. You walk like a idiot, and I'm SICK of seeing your underwear.

Pants on the ground, pants on the ground, looking like a fool with your pants on the ground.

But seriously, he sounds like societies typical waste of space. I'd just kick him out and find a better flatie.

Oh Bex, and the others who need one.
You are not a bitch - I just read your post and thought your DP is going to be really really appreciative of what looking after gorgeous Lexie entails by the time you get home tomorrow

Sunday, Taine threw up, Monday - my birthday - Jake and I both start throwing up - yesterday sick in bed all day, today still at home with throwing up Jake. sigh. and mum has quaratined us and is refusing to visit.not venting baout DH who has been fantabulous.

That sucks Milo.

I HATE flies! I have to wait another two whole weeks before knowing what this baby is and I HATE not feeling like I am organised! I'm only 23 and worked damn hard to have an awesome marriage and family and the stability of owning our own home while still being a SAHM and I'm such a selfish idiot that I neeeeeeeed more. Would study to keep the brain going but it's to late this semester and would be stupid next semester. I have an active young dog who needs a great deal more stimulation, and a hubby who is so drop dead amazing but struggling with depression atm and I'm just not there enough for him. My circumstances in life are waaaaay easier then they were with my first pregnancy and yet I'm bursting into tears at least 2ce daily over sweet f**k all.

gjporgjhOIGJ.

Cheers

hugs to everyone

im sooo over DH saying that i should be the one earning all the money because im smart. im sick of him whining about his job. im sick of him thinking hes not good enough to get a better job. im sick of him sponging off his parents because he cant save money. and he goes out and buys two new computers WTF.

im sick of being in debt.

im sick of having to work for money and not getting anything out of it by the end of the week.

im sick of cars breaking down all the time and costing heaps to fix.

im sick of making excuses as to why we shouldnt have kids now.

im sick of wondering what the f*&k im doing with my life.

sooooooo over it!!!

and i should be happy right now, i just got married!

I hate dial up. It takes forever to load ANYTHING.
I hate my ex today, I have to appear before the judge tomorrow morning to present the proposed parenting order, it never would have come to this if he could have just been a grown up and kept his hands to himself.
Men suck. I am NOT "single" I am a MUM! I have no interest in men in any way shape or form. My focus now is not on myself, it is on my daughter, and providing a positive environment for her to thrive in.

I am so sick of being so exhausted from my own confusion. I have no idea what the hell to do in my life right now. Some huge decisions need to be made and not only do I not have the balls to make them but I also have no idea which one to make!

I went round to see my friends mum tonight , this is my friend that passed away almost 3 years ago .
Her husband has been wtih a new girl for about 6 months now, and they only let my friend's parents see their granddaughter when they need a babysitter .
This is their dead daughter's little girl , she was 3 weeks when her mum died and from 5 weeks went to work with her nana , until a few months ago when they pulled her out of that daycare and put her into the new GFs daycare .
They came round and told my friends parents that they were not to talk about my friend to her daughter, not show her photos, and that from now on the new GF was to be referred to as mummy .
I just feel so awful for her mum , that little girl is everything to her , the reason she was able to get up in the morning , and now she barely sees her ...he wouldn't even give them their new address, it worries me , shes already struggling so much with the anniversary of the death and stuff coming up , she doesn't want to have her granddaughter all the time, and they don't want to interfere in their life, ..she just wants to see her granddaughter more than once a month .

Sorry for the ramble , it just makes me sad , it doesn't have to be that way

Kellz, Huge huge hugs hun... That is definitely not the way it needs to be and it actually gave me a tear reading that its so horrible! How they can pretend your friend never existed is just so wrong, I dont even know what else to say!

Oh and money I get ya there!

Big hugs to everyone else aswell!