TTC for 12 months +

Ooh and congrats on the BFP Roubaix!! I hope the estradiol levels settle and you have a happy healthy 8 months ahead x

How many sleeps now storm? lol.

I had bloods Monday that came back fine (well so they said - I've got no idea!). Have another set Monday then scan next Thursday.
Honestly I can't wait to know what's going on in there.

Roubaix - how you doing hun?

All that damn waiting Storm! This cycle seems like the longest one ever! Finally start stims tomorrow....thankfully, being home along with a head full of down reg drugs is not good for me!

LOL BC it certainly feels like a long time! At least this week already seems to feel like it's going quicker than last week (prob due to all the bloods last week!)
I totally get that you're nervous about your scan - I have everything crossed for you that it's a different outcome this time for you!

Craftea I'm on the yaye for starting stims train! Thank goodness it's finally at that point for you. Hopefully the hormones start to settle down for you.

Totally ok sharing Craftea. Last year after my second FET from first IVF I got a BFP, good bloods etc then went in for my scan at nearly 8wks and there were no heartbeats, one embryo had split into 2 so was expecting twins! Was the most devastating experience of my life. I so thought that once I finally got UTD that my lot had been had and I was the home stretch. Pretty stupid now on reflection.
So of course this time that's hanging behind me which is why I'm struggling a little bit. I'm not thinking too far ahead of next week to try and keep myself level. I actually didn't think that if I got UTD again I would feel as scared as I do as I usually try to be as positive and strong as I can but it would seem it's bugging me more than I care to admit.
Anywho I'm sure all will be well. Hopefully DH is going to be able to come with me. Mum offered but I actually feel like I either need to do this on my own or with DH. Bit strange wanting to go on my own if DH can't come but sometimes I find it easier to get my head together if I'm left alone (if the news is bad of course) than if I've got to interact. Don't know if that makes sense at all?

Anyway I'll stop raving on and get on with my day job lol. Hugs and love to you all. I'd be lost without this thread (which I'm sure I've said before!).

BC I totally get wanting to go in alone if DH couldn't come. I would want the exact same thing!

And I am so grateful for this group too! Anyone else just wouldn't get my daily madness like you all do LOL

Edit: Roubaix I don't think I will do an HPT - I did one last time, and decided not to this time. By the time they call on Tuesday arvo I would've finished work for the day - so if it's bad news at least I'll be home and not at work like I would be if I did an HPT in the morning

Edited by Storm11 - 25 November 2015 at 3:58pm

BC - Sorry, I was far too slow typing and missed your post. That's a really horrible experience, but there's no reason to assume that the same thing will happen again. Totally get not wanting anyone but DH there.

Craftea - oops, of course you have! Hope the stims treat you a bit better.

Edited by Roubaix - 25 November 2015 at 4:42pm

Hello, I'm still lingering. Haven't really had a chance to pop in here as my mil ended up being diagnosed with two brain tumours so a lot going on atm in my wee little life of ups and downs, just trying to stay calm and hold onto this wee miracle inside me. It's the most terrifying and emotional moment in my life and I am so heartbroken for hubby and his family. So trying to stay strong for them.

I'm finding it hard to be excited about being pregnant but I think it's just because of what is going on.

I'm all done with bloods storm, just waiting for the 7th December to roll round for 8week scan.

JMM huge hugs from me. That's awful to be going through at this time of what should be joy for your family. We're always here for you if you need hun.

Amie - exciting not long til test day now. Are you doing a sneaky HPT?

Hi and hugs to everyone else. I've got a busy few days on....meh lol.

Oh JMM2B I'm so sorry to hear that, and so sorry you have to go through all of that at this time. Sending big hugs and love to you and your family.

BC that's great you have a busy few days.... will make the time till your scan go quicker

How is everyone else doing?

Today is the day that AF would've normally started to make an appearance... so if that doesn't happen today or tomorrow - i'll be able to pass that phase of wondering if it would still come regardless of my late LH surge! ... then on to the next "wonder" of this wait.......