The Ramble thread!!!
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Topic: The Ramble thread!!!
Posted By: Guests
Subject: The Ramble thread!!!
Date Posted: 01 February 2007 at 2:47pm
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Feel free to add ur ramble here! Even if it makes no sense!!!
I know that i have rambled about how we arent sure we are wanting to start TTC but since i spoke to my dr yesterday and found out my meds are perfectly safe to take during pregnancy i feel like i could keep at this!!! I had an interesting discussion and she said that after we have been trying for a bit or at my request she can refer me to a specialist and we can try clomid again. But she cant just prescribe it to me  This sucks coz i hate specialist i reckon they are the most vial people ever!!!!
I think that with our last TTC conceive efforts i have also become NUMB to the whole TTC thing. I have absolutely no emotions for this at all im not excited im not sad im not even sitting here weighing out my symptoms (ok ok so i have a few times but nothing like i used to!) I fail to believe that i will get pregnant really soon like many are saying but hey things have surprised me before thats for sure! I feel like my ovaries are staging a protest to they are aching like a biarch!!!! And i have already ovulated! Blardy meanies!!! I can just picture them with their little round bodies and protest signs! "Down with the O, DOWN with the O" I think im overtired! Signing off! PS the weather sucks ass! END! |
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Posted By: BaAsKa
Date Posted: 01 February 2007 at 3:15pm
oh Jezsika! I hope those eggs get their A's into G! real soon!!
This is a great topic too (rambles)  I have a little ramble which is rather random but anyway - i went to make my bed an hour ago (yeah yeah i know it is pretty late to be making a bed!!) and i was shaking the sheets when i noticed something black and it turned out to be a big black spider wrapped in the sheets!!!! and as they were clean sheets that i had put on yesterday! im a little grossed out to think that it may have been crawling over us all night!!! YUCK!!!
Anyway that was a little random but i had to share because when i told hubby (who just got home from work sick!) he said "And??!!" as if the spider was just part of the bedding!!! *shudder!* |
Posted By: Guests
Date Posted: 01 February 2007 at 3:35pm
| EW EW EW EW thats is gross!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
Posted By: ginger
Date Posted: 01 February 2007 at 3:38pm
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ARRRRRGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
YYYUUUUUUCCCCKKKKKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! [scratches self, and rubbs arms frantically] [Note to self: Do *not* strip the bed and check for spiders just in case when I get home. It would be weird, and difficult to explain to DH] ------------- Cuinn Lachlan 23.1.09 - 22:00 Antonia Helene 4.8.11 - 09:41 |
Posted By: BaAsKa
Date Posted: 01 February 2007 at 3:42pm
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hehehe!! im a spider checker because we had a horrid!! white tale problem in our last house and i was forever finding them in my bed and my sons!!!!
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Posted By: ginger
Date Posted: 01 February 2007 at 3:42pm
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Jess - I think I know *exactly* what you mean. You almost become a bit clinical and scientific about it all, and because it's not the happy experience for people like us that it is for others, it's a bit hard to jump for joy really. For myself, I know far more about the science of this business than I *ever* wanted to!
That is good news about your ADs though!  ------------- Cuinn Lachlan 23.1.09 - 22:00 Antonia Helene 4.8.11 - 09:41 |
Posted By: Guests
Date Posted: 01 February 2007 at 3:43pm
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Yer shes really nice my Dr very understanding she didnt even look at me strange when i said we were TTC again due to how long it took last time haha.
I kinda wish in some ways i didnt know as much as i do about TTC and getting pregnant LOL |
Posted By: Sarah Beth
Date Posted: 01 February 2007 at 4:01pm
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hehehe the spiders reminded me, under times of stress I seem to dream about them, often find myself in the lounge telling dh there are spiders in the bed. Given it is night time my eyes are closed and the lights are out there is no way I could see these spiders, but each time dh gets up and checks them out for me.
The one time he was away, I woke up, the duvet and top sheet was off the bed and I was turning the light on. After spending some time looking blankly at the bed I realised that I had dreamt it. I HATE spiders! (and do hope you have laughed at my weirdness) ------------- "> 
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Posted By: BaAsKa
Date Posted: 01 February 2007 at 4:13pm
oh Sarah Beth you sound sane compared to me and my spider phobea (SP??)!!!
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Posted By: Sarah Beth
Date Posted: 01 February 2007 at 4:15pm
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sane??? I think not! I lept over 2 desks at high school when I turned around to find one behind me, proceeded to go a shade of white and have to be taken to the nurse! ------------- ">
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Posted By: BaAsKa
Date Posted: 01 February 2007 at 4:28pm
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i would spray every edge of my house and windows with fly spray and a ring around the bed hoping that they wouldnt get to me now that must sound a bit nuttier to you!! lol
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Posted By: my2angels
Date Posted: 01 February 2007 at 5:15pm
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man spiders... i hate them too. I have to check the bed and room every night. Sometimes I think I can feel thier vibe or something cos i wake, think theres a spider on the wall and open my eyes and there is a spider there. Ive almost caused a crash because one was on my window in the car and i started screaming and jumped into hubbys knee while he was driving, then stood on the footpath and cried for 15 minutes even though hubby had found the spider and got it out.
And jess, are you sure your aching ovaries arent a sign you are pregnant? I know i always get them when im just pregnant, without fail |
Posted By: Bombshell
Date Posted: 01 February 2007 at 5:33pm
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YUck I had a dream once that i ate a spider..worst thing - in morning the spider that had been in corner of room was no where to be seen...
DUM DUM DUM DUM......YUCK!!! ooh and had a penpal who bred tarantulas once too....gross!!!! Jess - hmmmm yeah are u sure u arent PG???
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Posted By: Guests
Date Posted: 01 February 2007 at 6:13pm
haha would be cool if i was but i dont count myself that lucky and if i am thats cool anyhow only time will tell. 5 - 6 days till af is due 
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Posted By: BaAsKa
Date Posted: 01 February 2007 at 8:03pm
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Im glad im not the only one that has a spider thingy!! lol
Yay i have my fingers crossed for you Jess
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Posted By: Guests
Date Posted: 03 February 2007 at 9:16am
| The hag arrived and early at that but im happy we are gonna wait now till i feel better and probably when Ella is about 1. Will most likely see a specialist and see how we go! |
Posted By: BaAsKa
Date Posted: 03 February 2007 at 10:34am
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oh bugger!!! that stupid B(^$! of an AF jezsika!
I hope it all falls in to place for you soon
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Posted By: Guests
Date Posted: 03 February 2007 at 12:50pm
Thanks chicka! I have told my GP i wanna see a specialist soon so will do maybe in a few months who knows 
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Posted By: BaAsKa
Date Posted: 03 February 2007 at 5:27pm
When i saw a specialist she looked at my notes and said "i dont think you have a problem so just keep trying"!! i left feeling really pissed off, let down and out of hope BUT then 2 days later i got pregnant!!! so maybe all my eggies needed was a little fright!! lol so i guess the specialist kinda helped in the end!! lol 
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Posted By: ginger
Date Posted: 03 February 2007 at 5:50pm
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Bummer Jess! I hope AF isn't too revolting though (well, too much more than normal!), and that you feel better having made a decision about TTC and the specialist. ------------- Cuinn Lachlan 23.1.09 - 22:00 Antonia Helene 4.8.11 - 09:41 |
Posted By: BaAsKa
Date Posted: 03 February 2007 at 5:53pm
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Ok well iv just done this ramble in another thread while i made a comment and went off on an angry tangent!! so i thought id put it here where it belongs
Il just copy and paste and add some stuff... my MIL inparticular treats my son like hes a stranger in her house!!! in comparrison to the other neices and nephew (grandkids to them) who they will die for!! they wont even put up a photo of Bay in between there hundreds of the other 3 grandkids!!! it makes me so mad because now Bay has started saying that he doesnt want to go to nanas now cos she doesnt like him!! its so upsetting and iv had enough so hes not allowed to see them anymore but the saddest thing is that they havnt seen him for over a month (we live in the same small town as them!) and they havnt even blinked an eye!! they havnt asked how he is or anything!! and hubby goes over there farely regularly too (i cant stop him but i can stop my son!!). Im not sure if it was the right thing to do by taking him away but he seems alot happier and although he still asks about his grandpa (who he is allowed to see because he is not the problem) i think he is better off because i had to go through this as a child from my nana who would refuse to have me stay there because "I was too much like my mother!!!" but she would take my sister all the time then when she died she left my sister alot of valuable and meaningful things and i got a couple of odd earings!!! I was only 6 when she died and i still remember it clear as day so it makes me super angry to think that if i leave Bay in this situation then he might resent her or his cousins later on. Il give you one example of how pathetic MIL is - when we were moving back from Tauranga we had a big 2 seater truck so couldnt take Bay with us so hubby asked his father if they could watch Bay for a few hours and he was happy as to have him then when we get there he had had a big fight with MIL because when she got back from the supermarket to find out they had Bay for a few hours she threw a hissy fit!!! telling FIL that he wasnt her responsibility (keep in mind that that is probably the 2nd time they have ever looked after him!!) and she wanted nothing to do with him for the day so FIL apparently told her where to shove it and she stormed up to her room while FIL looked after him for that time!! but she mustv come out at some point because when we picked him up all she could do was moan about how stroppy and strong minded he is (got that from me and we hate each other!!..whole other ramble there!!...). So yeah anyone who is still reading this long novel!!! please give me your opinion on whether im doing the right thing by keeping him away from her....*deep breath*...*let go of the anger!!*...
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Posted By: BaAsKa
Date Posted: 03 February 2007 at 5:57pm
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you know what i just realised is that this thread is in the infertility part!! and iv been rambling bout allsorts!!! SOrry!! i just go into 'active topics' and dont actually look at what part they are under!! stupid me!!! oh well i hope you dont mind bout my random rambles. Maybe i should start up a ramble under general chat
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