well men are falling from the sky for me at the moment haha , well thats what it feels like anyway , I have been on a few dates with my friends brother in the last few weeks , hes Lovely but doenst have any kids which puts me off a little altho he did come over a couple of weeks ago and he made me the most amazing meal from scrath , He bought all the ingrediants and made this thai red curry chicken thing and WOW it was Beautiful! .....

i went out on sat night to see my friend play rollerderby and had to buy my ticket seperatly from my mates so i didnt get seated next to them and  had to sit by myself (it was at the cbs arena so about 2500 people there) i was walking down the isle , noticed i was sitting in an isle seat , went to sit down then noticed that RIGHT SMACK BAM next to me is my ex (first love - together for 2 years and broke up really badly - havent spoken since , and ignore each other if we see each other on the street) And also his new wife .... Talk about awkward!!! she hates me and just glared at me , i just sucked it up and made small talk with the ex and his wife didnt say a thing haha .

it was ok tho because one of my male mates saved me and i ended up sitting in a spare seat a few rows back , my mate was there with his flat mate that i have met twice about 18mths ago and he ended up buying me drinks all night and flirted like mad haha , even dropped me home and bought me KFC on way home ( i certinly didnt ask for any of this , he just bought it all without even asking haha) . On sunday i had a PM on FB from him saying that i  made the night awsome and it would be boring without me there , he asked me if i wanted to go on a date and even started talking about taking me on his jetboat in summer haha .

The ex has been spending a fare bit of time at my house too and doing alot for me for my dd ... i really need to sort it all out , im feeling like abit of a player at the moment which is not like me at all . haha think i need to work out who i like most and just go with that . i must admit the attention is quite nice for a change and im not skanking arounf or anything .

arghhh men are so confusing!

well the guy iv been going on dates with is pretty lovely and all that but i have noticed he has cooled off slightly in the last few days so ill just leave him to it if thats what he wants , Im not sure , could just be a man thing! they are so hard to read at times lol . As for the ex tho , hes made indications at getting back together so now im well and truely confused . grrrr!

Yay Minik8e- thats AWESOME!!!!

lmao Bowie and ber barrer

well im out again tonight with the same guy, so i will update you all again tomorow lol .

I babysat for my mate last night so shes returning the favour tonight which is pretty cool

im sorry to hear about your date Shelt , men suck!

my ex found out that i went on a date , he went all jelous and possesive and told me i shouldnt be dating this early until i pointed out that infact i had absolutly nothing to be guilty about as he made the decision to break up with me , i asked him if he just wanted me to sit in the corner and pine over him and he went very quiet lol .

haha bowie theres nothing wrong with being picky . i was far pickier of men after i had amelia then i ever was before . i guess it was just me to worry about then but when Amelia came along it was her too and shes whats most important to me . I honestly beleive and know that the man im with now (since Amelia was 4motnhs old) is a million times better in every single way (attitude, personality, work ethic , looks , dress sense, even in  the bedroom (sorry TMI lol ) ) than any other man i have ever dated or ever been in a relationship with and i know its because i was mighty picky and fussy so Bowie be picky because being picky will mean eventually you will get exactly what you want in a man !!!

haha nathansmummy i have been in a situation similar to that before , i once agreed to meet a guy off nzdating .... BIG MISTAKE . he looked quite cute in his photos but when i met him and he opend his mouth he had NO TEETH AT ALL! im sorry if thats a bit snobby but i really do need a man to have teeth . i was pleasent to him but he was so weird around me and then asked if i wanted to go outside and have some weed with him ... hmmm ? i dont no where he got the idea that i smoke weed from but it was all very bizzaar and it also turned out he had no job or car and that he had lied to me telling me he worked (he had worked ...2 years prior!!!)  i knew from the second i met him that it was a big mistake meeting up .

i think that men that have children that are in their lives regulary have a much better understanding of how much my own child/children mean to me . In saying that there are men out there that have very little to do with their biological children yet still flaunt it like they have them all the time , these sorts of men have no real understanding but they think they do so they are the worst types! lol

and Bowie i certinley prefer my men taller too but as im only 4ft11 i would have to be dating a dwarf for him to be shorter than me hehe , so i dont have to worry about that one . Even in heels i was upto my exes (amelias dads) chest as he is 6ft4 .... yes we did look very odd together but hopefully it means Amelia will be a perfect height!