It was similar for me newlywed....I was reffered to MMH for PND when O was about 5mths old, but they decided I wasnt "bad enough" to be under their care and sent me away with a list of books to read and told me to get counselling (at my own expense). I never had any follow up from them at all....and basically just had to sort my stuff out myself. I was very dissapointed and am worried about what will happen this time around.