TTC #1 and under 30yrs old

Hi ladies, you wont remember me but I was here with you ladies a while ago, last post was about this time a year ago. I'd had a termination as a teen (10 years ago) and when TTC with hubby of 5 years we miscarried very early.
I swore karma had come and kicked me deep in the stomach. Every month that went by I was feeling like I was being sucked into a black hole and I watched friends and people all around me accidentally getting there.

We got to the point we actually went "f*$k it" and stopped caring a little. I stopped everything trying to time myself, peeing on sticks and working out calculators and we had a month of just being ourselves again.

One weekend we got completely wasted, high & drunk eating lots of junk food and just had a good time being us again. Not having sex for an actual reason, but just cos we wanted to be together and enjoy it again.

(I hate the saying it'll happen when you stop trying but it can be true)
Anytime between now & 10 of Feb we will be expecting our first baby.
Its been a hard road of vomiting the whole way through, not being able to cook for a few months because the smell of raw meat made me queasy, and every time I have gone to the bathroom I've been waiting to see blood and find I'm going to loose it all over again. Not a single day in the last 8 1/2 months have I not worried I would suffer another miscarriage.

I wrote this post, not to gloat, but to give hope that it can still happen. And I wish every woman in this post love & lots of sticky baby dust and hope that they all get to have there own special little treasure brought to them.

Angel #1 Oct 2003
Angel #2 Oct 2012

Baby #1 EDD 31 Jan 2014

Edited by Tailz - 15 January 2014 at 11:43am

Hey tailz I do remember you vaguely. Congratludtions on your pregnancy! And thanks for sharing your story too. Wishing you all the best come February. :)

Welcome bluetardis. Hope your baby dreams come true sooner rather than later :)

Waiting sucks blue! And doesn't matter if you've been waiting for months or years it's still hard because there's no control over it.

I'm waiting for ec as we speak. My ovaries have over charged so they'll collect now and do frozen transfer in March. Gutted but what can I do? Upside is I'll make a whole year at my new school but maybe no 2014 baby for me. Doesn't pay to think about that stuff, it just makes my head hurt lol.

Thanks vege - ended up with 26 eggs! Touch base again later when I'm home

Yeah hopefully I get a few although they said that despite the number the odds of getting more than a normal cycle to freeze aren't crash hot. Of course it'd be nice to have some spares but I would like to avoid an excess because in reality we can only use so many (if they stick of course!). I feel incredibly lucky to have some many to work with.

Frustrating but the way I feel right now I don't want anyone exploring my uterus for the time being its not the most nicest thing lol. I just have to have the patience to belief that destiny's plan is what it is.

Hey kelz xx March is my birthday month so maybe it's meant to be. It'll also be a whole year since our first iui then too. Got 8 fertilised and 4 more maybes - amazing how the numbers work out.
Astral hope you're doing ok hun.....look forward to hearing from you xx

Ugh nzvegie that's not nice at all!! Can't believe you're still having trouble. Do they have any more ideas about when it will stop or something they can do to help?

MrsMJD!!!!!!!!!!! I just saw your news on here. Biggest congrats hun