IUI

Lol yes def know wat u mean! I'm so like that at the moment! And keep telling myself to believe I'm won't be getting a bfp as it will be easier come Monday . :(

Caronz,

Will you do DI if the next test is positive? or trigger then DI?   yeah there is alot of running around eh luckily in chch there isn't too far to go but akl would be quite a hike. good luck for your test tomorrow!

would be awesome if we were 2 weeks apart with BFP's!!
I'm still in the mindset I'm not tho, no more symptoms today really no AF either but I'm on the dreaded undie check all the time now!

This whole process make u feel kind of neurotic! ie: don't want to talk about it with too many people for fear of jinxing things, thinking you could be preg but not wanting to think it for fear of the sadness when it turns out you imagined all the symptoms, ahhhhh the list could go on and on!!

Thank goodness for these forums eh!

aww big hugs to you caronz    Yip life can certainly suck at times! I hope you are going to do something special tomorrow to help you through the day. Go have a pamper session or something after your test?   

Yeah chch used to be easy to get around pre earthquake, it has gotten better lately and they have done an amazing job on the roads really but still takes alot longer than before. it was taking me 1 hr 20 mins to get from brighton to merivale at one stage! Bet you were pleased you aren't in chch at the moment tho, it has been a pretty stressful time! if we only knew it was all over it would make alot of ppl feel better! we personally are waiting to find out if our house has to come down which they are pretty sure it will. hubby lost his job, but got another luckily! my mum lost her job. and i knew 3 ppl that died :(   

hence its time for some good luck i reakon!

Ill join you on the emotional day jmac, i have been trying to put on a brave face but feel as if i am dying inside.
BT was OK, got the call to go in at 10am tomorrow, spent the morning at the park enjoying the sunshine and DF even agreed to go to the Mall for lunch so wee man didnt fall asleep in the car with no lunch, only problem is he is now kicking up a storm in his bed and not sleeping, Grrr, wish I let him fall asleep in the car!
So Tomorrow.............. fngers crossed for you Jmac, looking forward to some good news. And I could do with some too.

Well I started spotting slightly tonight so chances r its another bfn for us. I'll c if flow starts properly by morn and may stil do bloods if not as I still bled for weeks when preggy with dd so best to be sure. I'm not thinking I will be tho so a bit sad
It so Sux that the most natural thing in the world that ppl take for granted is such a fn struggle for some.

Eek just had a good aftershock, made me race out of the kitchen! Was only short luckily and a 3.5 but close. Poor bub got a fright as had just put her down to bed. That sure takes my mind off my woes!.

Yeah we r on the east side. This one was close out to sea by rawhiti domain. Normally I don't feel them unless over 4 or unless they close and shallow. It's bn quiet lately, not usually a good sign as then we normally get one ova 5 when I say that!

welcome keeponsmiling!

How far thru your cycle are you? we prob aren't far apart?
what date will your next IUI be?

have some more spotting this morning so im not hopeful :(
Did my bloods early so we will know by 2pm ish.
I'm pretty sure its a bfn tho

all the best caronz!

Hi ladies, hope you are finding something to do and arnt just sitting by the phone jmac.
DI done, and OUCH, TIM, but she couldnt find my cervix and poked and prodded around for ages before going and getting another nurse. Great fun! now I feel all tender and sore. Fingers crossed for this round!
KOS, it wouldnt hurt to have a quick BD just incase the FS is right, you never know.
Let us know how you get on jmac, i have fingers crossed for you, and legs crossed for myself

Just got the results and like i suspected it's a BFN

So away we go again..... get the wallet out.