Yep it's a fresh cycle again. Despite always getting plenty of eggs I never seem to get more than one embie to transfer. Not sure why. My ideal scenario would be to get two so I have a back up.
TTC since Oct 2009 4 x DI's failed IVF1 CP & MC IVF2 CP IVF3 Angel baby born 22.3wks
I'm ok. Been very up & down last two days with Micah's month anniversary and getting my period. CD3 and it is nothing like it normally is. My periods were horrendous & only had one cycle after my op before getting pg so I hope this is an indication that the op helped in that regard.
Two unofficial open homes this weekend today and tomorrow so it's busy tidying at least everything is clean except for a quick vacuum. RE agents phone has been going crazy which is a good sign.
Edited by LP pka Rainyday - 11 June 2016 at 8:25am
6 MC angels DS born 04.01.14 DD born sleeping 09.05.16 22w5d
Awesome you've had interest in your house but a busy weekend ahead. Stink it's been a rough couple days. Period hormones won't be helping. Glad your body seems to be working ok still after that op. I had a hysteroscopy (sp) the cycle before Paige and reckon that was the magic trick and thankfully my periods still seem healthier than before.
Have a great day / weekend. I've got a busy one two with DH going away for work for three nights from tomorrow we're busy getting all the food sorted (he's a contractor so got to feed the workers) and then netball plus a 30th tonight.
TTC since Oct 2009 4 x DI's failed IVF1 CP & MC IVF2 CP IVF3 Angel baby born 22.3wks
Bugger. Think I have to make today CD1. Much heavier bright red and crampy today. Unusual to have two days of such light bleeding. I used to have one day at the most. Only had to take one lot of pain killers so far today so hoping it doesnt get any worse. Hope you enjoyed the party BC
6 MC angels DS born 04.01.14 DD born sleeping 09.05.16 22w5d
The party was fun. DH got himself royally drunken....argh haha. He's paying for it today. His promise of leaving after the rugby was finished went out the window and we never left till 12am meaning after our 2hr drive home we didn't get to bed till after 2am. Now he's gone away for a couple nights for work so I'm catching up on housework lol.
TTC since Oct 2009 4 x DI's failed IVF1 CP & MC IVF2 CP IVF3 Angel baby born 22.3wks
EW hangovers. Yuck. I had a glass of cider last week and i felt tipsy after one, LOL. I can't imagine having enough to get rolling drunk! Having another reiki session tonight. Not looking forward to the "during" but definitely the after effects are great.
6 MC angels DS born 04.01.14 DD born sleeping 09.05.16 22w5d
Haha yeah first time I had a drink I hated the tispy feeling. I've managed to get past that now thought lol.
Enjoy the reiki session - maybe that's what I need. Feeling super emotional today. Maybe it's cos my period is due in a week. Worried about what life will bring for me, whether IVF is the best route or I should just give up now and then scared that my only child is one I had to bury. Which makes me royally cheesed off and angry. Sometimes I just think giving up now would be the most freeing feeling but then the longing creeps back in. I'm only 33 - there's a whole lotta life left to live and if I don't have children to fill it then what is my life meant to be about?
Anywho guess I can reflect for a couple days while DH is away and get my head in a better space.
TTC since Oct 2009 4 x DI's failed IVF1 CP & MC IVF2 CP IVF3 Angel baby born 22.3wks
Those are some tough questions you're asking yourself. No one can tell you right or wrong. You've been through so much it's only natural to question your decisions and what the future holds. Don't be too hard on yourself
Reiki was very different from last week. Not so raw and emotional. Mostly positive with a few tears at the end. Felt good afterwards though.
But oh my goodness my period is sooooo heavy. It,s awful. Woke up soaked through this morning So yucky. Didn't even have that much the night of having Micah. At least it's not too painful
6 MC angels DS born 04.01.14 DD born sleeping 09.05.16 22w5d
Got a letter from the hospital sending condolences & support info as well as a coloured card to decorate and send back for their remberance wall. Another unnecessary reminder. Was hoping it was my follow up appointment
Been feeling really pissed off lately about the unfairness of it all. I've even been getting phantom kicks. 😥
6 MC angels DS born 04.01.14 DD born sleeping 09.05.16 22w5d
Oh hugs RD. Sorry you're having a rough time at the moment. The unfairness of it f$&*s me off too. Was talking to a mum of one of our kids yesterday about it - last year she lost twins and another all at 22wks. I can't even begin to comprehend how anyone could be still functioning after that.
Your appointment shouldn't be too far away I'd imagine. For me that appointment helped hugely in terms of my head space.
Xxxx
TTC since Oct 2009 4 x DI's failed IVF1 CP & MC IVF2 CP IVF3 Angel baby born 22.3wks
Feeling a bit better this morning & we've got a busy weekend with open homes etc.
Got a GP app on Tuesday I've decided to go on the pill for a few months to help with my periods and to make sure we don't get pregnancy in that time. I do miss the intimacy so hope that will help with Feeling less distant from DH. At the moment feels like we are just going through the motions
6 MC angels DS born 04.01.14 DD born sleeping 09.05.16 22w5d
Hope yesterday was OK RD. Good idea to go to the doctor re your period. It's hard to feel that extra connection when you can't have the intimacy.
Lazy day for me today. Had drinks with my netball friends last night so feeling a bit slow lol. Also got my period so now trying to decide what month to do Ivf. I was thinking next cycle but think August or September might be better.
TTC since Oct 2009 4 x DI's failed IVF1 CP & MC IVF2 CP IVF3 Angel baby born 22.3wks
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