Did you just *know* that you were pg?

Or feel 100% sure you were, but it turned out you werent?

The reason I am asking is that I feel like I am, but don't want to get my hopes up.  I can't stop myself from thinking I am though.

I thoguht for sure that this cycle was a bust due to being sick around O and not having enough BDing going on.  But I have so many symptoms (hopefully not imaginery) and I feel pregnant.  I am so tired, but it takes ages to get to sleep.  My boobs (which are huge anyway) feel so heavy and sore.  I dry-retched at Bethany's weetbix this morning.  I am tired as, and have had a couple of weird vivid dreams.  Each symptom individually would be nothing, but all together?  These are exactly the same really early symptoms I felt with my last 2 pregnancies, even though both ended in m/c.

I have done a test which was negative, but its still 2 days before is hould even think about testing.  I don't even want to think about the possiblity, cos if I'm not pg, the disappointment will be so hard to deal with.  But I can't stop thinking it anyway!  ARGH!

Thanks Rachel.

I hope so too - it's been 18 months of disappointments and thats why I am hating feeling so hopeful now.  I know how hard it will be if my feelings are wrong. 

I soo hope that my instincts are as good as yours were Becca! 

This is the first time since my last loss that I have really felt this way - even with my 3 clomid cycles I really never felt pregnant. 

Whichever way it goes though, I hope I dont have to wait til 6 weeks!  I have no patience so would bankrupt us by buying HPTs!!  lol.  Now I think about it, I probably wouldn't, I'd jsut get my fertility clinic to do bloods.  haha.

Thanks jezsika!  I really really hope I am, but I know how devasted I will be if I'm not.

I must look like a total perve (thank god I'm at home so no one can see me) - I keep grabbing my boobs to make sure I'm not imagining that they are heavier.  lol

I told my dh that I feel pg, knowing he'd tell me I'm imagining it.  He didnt suprise me.  lol.  And I know whenever I do get pregnant he won't count it as real for a while.  Thats incredibly frustrating, but I know he'd be worried about another loss.

I'm so stoked the clomid worked so well for you.  If this isn't it for me, I am hoping to talk the nurses at the clinic into getting my doc to give me a script for this cycle. Esp since I had the hsg and it cleared a tube - I may be luckier with it.  I have an appt next week to see him, but it would be too late by then.  bugger.

lol Vanessa!  I guess we're all crazy while TTC.  heh.

I'm not holding out too much hope.  I still have symptoms, but did a silly thing and tested this morning.  BFN.  Trish is giving me some tests tomorrow, so if theres no sign of spot or AF by Thurs I will re-test.  I am a POAS addict I swear.