Emotional Wreck

Yesterday I was sooo upset mostly because I'm in a lot of pain, anyway I spent all morning crying then I pulled myself together enough to go to the midwife and as soon as she asked me how I was I started sobbing again. Then after hearing they couldn't do much for me with the pain I came home and continued to cry. My midwife rang while I was crying to give me an appointment time and I was such a mess she ended up coming round to try and cheer me up. She is such a lovely midwife! I never want to cry like that again, I felt so out of control it was horrible

oh poor you!! I hope baby comes very soon for you!!

oh i so know how everybody feels, i was an emotional wreck at the start, crying over everything and snapping at apoor andrew all the time, and in hospital id just sit in my room and cry without even knowing why???

aw helen! sending soul hugs your way

ME.. im feeling like crap, ive so had enough of pregnancy, i can hardly walk as baby is sitting so low now, ive been having contractions that put me into hosp, where i just cried all the time. my whole body hurts and I cant wait to get to sleep for more than 5mins, but bubs is still inside happy as so as long as she is happy she can stay put as long as she wants, wish is killing me, but we all do whats best for our lil ones... Im just hoping that it dosnt go on for 6wks like Caleb.. Im an emotional wreck at the moment, I feel like a terrible mum as I cant hold babys long enough, im so scared she is going to be sick like Caleb, i knew I was going to have a prem, and I thought emotionally I was going to be able to cope but with every contraction I wonder if I mad ethe right choice by wanting 1 more baby, was i being selfish?? is it fair to the baby, If she is sick like Caleb I know its going to kill tear me up inside, im just hoping she stays put for a couple more weeks to give her a better chance. maybe its just the preg hormones but i feel like such a falier at the moment.. Any way enough moaning, apart from all that, I am good and babys happy and growing

thanks heaps, yeah im hoping we dont have to stay in hospital to long, its just that I had to stay for 2 and a bit months in the neo nats with Caleb then he came home on oxygen for 8mnths, and its been 5yrs since I did that and its only just hitting home how hard it was to ope back then.. im kinda freaking out I think, end of pregnancy over kill well over think way to much, i think time numbed my experince with Caleb and this preg is making reality hit home again...

Judith you are doing really well and you are in know way selfish for wanting another baby. I'm sure your little girl will be just fine. We are thinking of you.

Judith... you are definitely NOT selfish for wanting another baby!! It is so hard for youat the moment but once you have your little one it will all be worthwhile. I hope that you are ok and being well looked after... I have a wee thing that I always tell myself when i get down and bad and that is that whatever is getting me down is temporary. It must be so hard at the moment but it won't be hard forever!
Best wishes!!