monday 24th august

I don't want to post this on the day.. not sure why I think I want to try to just get past it...

this is the second time that I have been almost 16 weeks pregnant on the due date of my angel...( I lost a baby due 24 of 07 and 24th of 09) and in some ways it gives me comfort that they are together and due at the same time..but also wonder why I mc babies due at that time but feb babies(this one and Ethan due at the same time ) I can keep!

Anyway :

To my darling babies.. just know I think about you always and wonder .... I like to think we will meet again someday but until then you are holding hands looking after each other.. part of me is very sad but part of me is also thankful to you for sending Ethan and another little one to join our family.....

Lots of Love Mum, Dad and Ethan xx

Just wanted to offer big hugs KA,

It is a sucky part of life. I hope yesterday wasn't too hard on you x

thanks melnel..

it was ok...i just couldnt find the right thing to do to commemorate them so didnt do anything except think about them.. i think next year when Liam is here then I will be able to do something and be thankful for my two wonderful boys.