feel like crap! :-(

well iv been trying to read around to keep my mind off things but i still have a crap feeling

I had a fight with DH this morning over something that was kind of silly but im not backing down because he seems to do it all the time! but i back down which leads him to do it again!!

Well anyway a week ago my BIL (my Sisters partner but also my DH good friend) lost his phone charger so DH leant him mine and i was ok with that but every day so far BIL has asked DH for the charger and DH has just given it to him without asking me! and so my phone is sitting flat! cos i cant charge it! , then this morning BIL rung again and asked so i said NO to DH but DH said yes to him and told him to come around and get it! so when he turned up i was in the bath but made myself well heard to DH that he was NOT to give my charger away again! BUT he did!! and when i got out of the bath and confronted DH all he could say was "well you can wait until hes finished with it, i wasnt exactly going to tell him NO when he drove over to get it!" WTF!! ....so anyway yadayadayada....i got angry and threw his stupid PS2 on the ground! (i bought it in the first place!) and walked out! ....he took Bay to my neices bday and then came back acting like nothing happened then he asked if i wanted to go to the lake! which i SOOOOOOO wanted to!! but not with him!! which is what i told him! and he threw a hissy fit!....

So now im sitting here feeling sorry for myself and all fired up over it!!

...it was good to vent about it though even though it sounds rather stupid now i read over it!!...but im still not backing down!!

LOL Amber so that's why you ignored my text!