Looking for some advice or guidance.
I am currently 24weeks pregnant in Lower Hutt City with mine and my partners 1st baby. I had an amazing midwife who I had been with since I was 3 weeks pregnant but recently my midwife handed me over to the hospital midwife team due to being red flagged from the hospital (due to domestic violence phone calls to the police when I was younger/a teenager with my family). I was very upset about this. Then a week later we had a lovely lady turn up to our house to speak to us with what had happened. My partner and I explained the situation to her she then advised us that we did not need her/hospital team and that we would be better off with our midwife or another LMC midwife which she would find for us. A week later I then got a phone call from her saying my old midwife had not accepted to having us back and she was not able to find us another available LMC midwife.
I am very stressed out and upset as all of this could have been avoided. I have not been able to keep food down and have been crying most days as I am scared as this is mine and my partners 1st baby and we are now so far into our pregnancy.
I truly just want the best for us and our baby but this last 3 weeks has brought us nothing but worry.