i had a natural birth first time around, but i had a pretty negative birth experience and didnt want to have any more, ended up getting pregnant again (was a suprise pregnancy) and hated it, i was soooooooooooooooooo scared. but a few hours after my second girl was born (after a great birth!) i looked at her and fell in love with her, i just wish i could of enjoyed my pregancy with her though. i hate looking back and feeling how i felt.

but moral of my story is that after a bad experience it can be good

not speaking from a vbac or c-section though just in general.
goodluck fili!