Feeling down about TTC

hun, I really hope your journey comes to an end soon!

Thanks girls

I hope it comes to an end soon too, I'm over the waiting! lol. I felt so much better last night after posting that - haven't even told DP how I'm feeling, he's got so much going on at the mo.

Hugs from here too....its not easy thats for sure...and hubbys can never quite know how we are feeling....

Awww hugs Wishin, I think from memory we were in the ttc threads for a while, I normally hang out in the clomid pill poppers section now. It is such a roller coaster of emotions. I saw your thread about implantation bleeding and thought you'd wandered off to the due threads, I am really sorry to hear it didn't turn out positively. I had such high hopes for you, I really hope you manage to get your bfp before you have to go down the IVF route.
I think DP's /Dh's can't walk in our shoes either, they share the journey but we are the ones that make sure we BD at O time and then have the excruitiating 2ww.
Hugs hun and feel free to vent any time, some times we just need a good rant and there's no better place for it.

Sorry Wishin to hear you're feelin down about things right now. A lot of us girls in the CPP thread are feeling exactly the same right now, maybe it's a combination of the TTC journey and coming into a cold yukky winter or something. We just got to the 18months mark with TTC and it was too much for me as well - I had a big rant to my CPP girls the other day and it helped - it's good to get it off your chest sometimes.
I guess all we can do is try our best to stay positive and pray that someday we'll have our precious little bubbas

Big hugs to you wishin41! This is not an easy journey to walk and I am so sorry you are feeling down with it all right now. Three years is a long time and I am sure you never thought it would get to this point and still have empty arms and a heavy heart. Feel and vent all you need as we all care and understand. I wish you all the best with getting to your IVF cycle and trust all goes smoothly from here with a precious baby just around the corner.

hi wishin41,
were you on Treasures also? I'm in the same situation, TTC our first for 4 years... every day is different, some days i cry, other's i don't give a sh$t anymore and think of the positives of not getting that elusive BFP.

thank you kobec, i thought i'd got through the grieving a few months ago but not really, like you say it's always there. and you think perhaps this month will be different but it's not. i've heard it all - "relax and it'll happen", "as soon as you give up it'll happen", "go on a holiday". i've done it all and never changed the outcome. i'm trying to stay positive but, well you know how hard that is. we'll finally qualify for ivf in a year, then another year on the waiting list. i'll be 38