free to a good home?

Hi everybody, I'm new to this whole, forums thing. Where do I start, I need help! My partner and I have been together for 4 years now, we both came into the relationship with a child each. We then went on to have one together. We got engaged. And about a year ago I was unfaithful to him. We decided to work on things, and we have promised never to get in a situation where I do that again. Of course I wouldn't again. I suffered baaaadly with PND with my second born. (Both boys) and had gone off the rails a couple times. I was in the process over the past 3 months of finding a new job which I did. With a great company. And 3 days before I started, I found out I was pregnant. HUGE shock as we weren't expecting it. We're keeping it no doubt about that, but we had literally got rid of EVERYTHING baby, and now have to start from scratch. With me only just starting this new job I won't be entitled to ML, and we struggle as it is, does anybody know where you can go or does anyone know anybody wanting to give to a family in need? We need anything that screams baby! Capsule, car seat, cot, bassinet, nappies, anything!! A little goes a long way and in this case it would be the ultimate thanks!!!! I hope somebody out there can help is!!!!