awww chicka sorry to hear ur feeling so down! I have those moments to coz i went from a size 8 to *coughsecretsizecough* that i am now lol Im feeling really motivated to lose the weight and YAY for Ana being my WW buddy hehe
U will get there chicka i know patience is something that is in short supply with this kinda thing but yeh u will get there
*hugs*