Just DONT understand what its like to go through a miscarriage!! Its like some people think that once you have stopped going through the pysical pain that your ok! They dont think about the mental and emotional pain thats stays with you for SO long.
Like I dearly want to try again with all my heart, but then...I dont aswell, because Im scared of losing another one. I said to my friend after the miscarriage that I wanted to wait to try again, and now Ive just told her I might be pregnant again, and she said but you wanted to wait, and I told her that we did and we do but I guess with all the hurt and upset we didnt even think about protection...I just wanted to be close to DF...
I said to her that if Im pregnant we WILL be happya nd she keeps going on about how I said we wanted to wait and she thinks we didnt use protection cos I want to get pregnant again, arghh
Its like why should I have to explain myself? Im confused and hurt about the miscarriage and my head is all over the place, but I do know one thing and thats that I do want to have another baby, whether it be we try now, or later or just leave it up to mother nature.
......Do I make sense.....
Sorry for the rant...its just so annoying...
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Grr some people!!!
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It's really hard to understand when you've (anyone) not had to go through m/c before. Even early m/c are so emotional and a lot of people don't realise that at all. You TTC as and when you feel ready. ((hugs))
Its so nice to talk to people who understand how I feel!
Sheza, I find it really helpful to rant on here and let it all out, no one can know what you go through when you mc, even those who have been through it themselves as we all experience the loss differntly but its great to let it all out.
