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Kazzle 
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Posted: 08 January 2006 at 10:12am |
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I have just finished making the cot/bassinet up and when i stood back and looked at it i started crying, Then i started to unpack all the baby clothes mum had washed for me to put away and started crying again.
Its just suddenly hit home that in about 15wks my life is going to be changed forever and that i am going to be responsible for this new life.
Dont get me wrong this is something i have always wanted but i just never thought i would be so scared of being a mother.
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k&jsmum
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Posted: 08 January 2006 at 11:51am |
That feeling is soooo natural. I was absolutely crapping myself about being a mum, and whether i was gonig to love them enough (when i found out i was having twins i broke down to my friend in a classy snivelly mess and said to her "but what if i dont have enough love for them both?") which by the way i have and over flowing fountain of love for my boys.
And also if i was going to be a good mum and know when they are sick etc and be able to provide for them but you know what i have learnt now is that I am a great mum to my boys and I am providing for them and giving them a safe and loving home.
So anyway what im trying to say is your feelings are what most 1st time mums go thru only to find out that they are fine when bubs comes and that there is a heap of support out there it we need it.
You will be a great mum
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Posted: 08 January 2006 at 2:06pm |
Nicely put Marlene!  Totally agree.
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Posted: 08 January 2006 at 2:20pm |
dont need too say more
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lizzle
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Posted: 08 January 2006 at 5:47pm |
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i was terrified too. I think most people were. I can honestly say that having jake was a lot easier and more difficult than I expected. I mean, your life really cahnges, but the changes aren't really anything that I miss.
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Kazzle
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Posted: 08 January 2006 at 7:36pm |
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I am really looking forward to being a mum, but i suppose it just hadnt really sunk in because although we had things they weren't set up in plain view.
I am really loving being pregnant, and honestly i cant wait to hold my little bundle of joy.
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Posted: 08 January 2006 at 9:51pm |
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what's everyone has said is totally true - sooo normal - and the scary thin gis, the second time round, you feel the way Marlene did, even though you aren't having two at once you still wonder - "will i have enough love for both of them , how do i let the other one in" it just happens you adapt. the first few days are the most scary and exciting in your life, but it always gets easier...
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mum2paris
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Posted: 08 January 2006 at 9:52pm |
...eventually, lol
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Posted: 09 January 2006 at 7:45am |
I am onto baby number 3 and I said to my husband yesterday that I am as scared of bringing this one home as I was with my first.  The bathing part and the working out which cry means what are the main things I am scared of,but i know that it wont take long to sort those out and then I will feel like an old pro at it again. 
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Posted: 09 January 2006 at 8:25am |
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Oh Kazzle, I am in the same boat as you are. We set up baby's room over the weekend, Jono washed all the clothes etc and I so know how you are feeling. It's scary and exciting and overwhelming all at the same time. If you need to chat at all just PM me your email address and I'll chat as much as you like!!
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lizzle
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Posted: 09 January 2006 at 9:19am |
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Actually i was really nervous about number two, thinking, how would it comparet o jake, who is this interesting neat little boy. I mean, a newborn is pretty boring in comparision. But everyone has reassured me that it'll be differnet when b2 (finally) arrives.
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Posted: 09 January 2006 at 9:31am |
Hey, I'm only 19 weeks and I stress that I'm not scared enough. How strange is that? All the wonderful things a pregnant mother has to stress about.
I asked my husband last night if he realised how much I HATE haveing to live with new people. He's the only guy I've lived with that I haven't wanted to kill and now where bringing a REALLY new person into our house.
Oh goodness. I wasn't scared when I started writeing this post but I think I need to sit down a have a cup of tea now.
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daikini
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Posted: 09 January 2006 at 10:25am |
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The thing is, babies are so little and cute and snuggly, and once you get over the "oh no, its as fragile as glass and if I'm not careful I'll break it" (which seems to happen around the third sleepless night) you just can't imagine your life without them. Then they start to grow, and everything they do is amazing, and that's when you come on Oh Baby and boast to all of us and those of us without young kids get clucky!
I'm making my husband wait at the moment - he sort-of wants to start TTC #3, and I'm like "no, enjoy our baby while he's still little!"
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Posted: 09 January 2006 at 5:20pm |
OK - Is it normal to still get scared sometimes when bub is already there!? Sometimes I look at my darling boy and freak out how I am going to manage raising a little person! I love him to bits and wouldn't change having him for a second but sometimes I am still scared...
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Posted: 09 January 2006 at 8:09pm |
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absolutely. I freak out when i think about the future with the boys and diff situations - i wont tell you what as i dont want to freak you out with my paranoias lol
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Marlene
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Posted: 09 January 2006 at 8:43pm |
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Don't worry Ana.. still freaks me out!
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lizzle
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Posted: 10 January 2006 at 7:53am |
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I try not to think about it. My friends little boy is seven now. That freaks me out. Also, had to buy anti-wrinkle cream the other day......shudder.
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Posted: 10 January 2006 at 8:38am |
hehehehe, just saw your ticker Lizzie "stubbornly late", nice way to put it
I think I found my first grey hair the other day AAAAARRRRGH!!
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Posted: 10 January 2006 at 8:43am |
Oh Ana, I know how you feel! I found some (quite a few actually!) when I was preggy. Have since had some lovely blonde foils put in to hide them!! 
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daikini
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Posted: 10 January 2006 at 9:29am |
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I can't believe my little girl starts school this year! Thats freaking me out, and Nathaniel just laughs at me! So not helpful!
I think a bit of paranoia is both normal and even healthy when you've got kids - not to the degree where you keep them caged up for fear of what could happen, but if mums are ready for a worst case senario(sp?) then they enjoy whatever happens instead!
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becoming so real
