so so so gutted

While i was at the doctors today, i happened to mention that i thought there was something strange with my period....and he said i am having a missed miscarriage (missed cos i never got the bfp), i was 4 days late, and its already run 2 days longer than normal, and its still really heavy, just no clotting, cramping or pain...excatly 3mths after my last one...I knew i was pregnant, but having it confirmed by the doctor was hard, cos up until that point i had just thought...oh i will just pretend its my period.

I havent said anything to kent, but 15mths of ttcing 1 confirmed miscarriage and 2 unconfirmed (as in no tests or anything) miscarriages, i am beginning to wonder if im destined to have any more kids.

I see the hospital specialists on the 20th so will get all the results of my bloods etc then and will talk to them in more depth.

I know i am really blessed to have Rhiannon but i want more

aww hunny i,m soo sorry for your loss big big hugs

So sorry Kazzle.

the doctor didnt really say much, but i think thats because i had told him that i had an appointment with the hospital obs on the 20th and that i had had a lot of bloods taken so just awaiting the results...I also have a pelvic scan next week as well through the hospital, so hopefully i will get some answers.

I do know though that my blood clotting factor is high, which apparently can hinder the baby taking, so it may just be a case of having to take asprin before i get pregnant not when i find out.

So not long to wait now until i have some answers

I'm so sorry Kaz hopefully you get some answers soon

Kaz, that sux, mate.

oh hun i'm sorry! i hope the appt can give you some answers

thanks guys for all your support, it really does help, i told Kent last night and today i feel loads better...knowing i have appointments coming up helps i suppose...

So hopefully in a week or so i will have all the answers i need.

Big hugs