a PND question

OK so after I had Bailey I got this really bad! I thought I was 'on top' of it untill I found out I was pregnant then everything seemed to go wrong (dont get me wrong Im glad Im pregnant now but its just taken me a while to get 'use' to the idea that Im having another one so soon!)
Anyway it seems the last week or too Ive been nothing but depressed and was wondering if it could be the pnd back?
I seem to be angry at everything and most of the time all I want is to get away from every thing and everyone, but the when Bailey goes to mums for the night or even to daycare for an afternoon Im really upset thats he not here and I start thinking something is going to happen to him! but then when he is he I sometimes wish he wasnt! ARGH HELP!
I so 'Dont know what to do'! Should I talk to my doctor and see if I need to go back on antidepressants? or something else? Im open to suggustions lol
(I have to take Bailey to the doctors today anyway cause he still not better from last weekend!)
Hopefully someone replys before I go


Trish

Thanks for the quick reply paws
Ive been feeling like this since he was born, especially the Im no good feelings! Its just 'flared up' again in the the couple of weeks
Doent help I have no energy what so ever and Bailey being full on!

Trish

if it helps I'm terrified of having another one too. I'm so scared fo giving birth again and having a newborn and jack being neglected. I can't see myself ever sleeping again since Jack still isn't sleeping thru either. I think pregnancy must be so much harder second time round cos you know whats coming up and still having to look after a baby. I would talk to the dr tho cos this might not be what everyone feels

Thanks Rach, yeah I constantly think that when bubs get here Bailey will be neglected and it upsets me more, and I think what have I done to our family
Will talk to the doctor this afternoon when I take Bailey

Trish

I can't really say anything useful I don't think because all the ladies have already said it. So if you can, I think talking to your Dr or a counsellor ASAP would be the best plan of action. And don't forget there's always us here if you need to vent !!

Thanks everyone, Well I went to the doctors, and I even rang and asked how long the wait was, she said 30mins so put our name in so when I got the we wouldnt have to wait, well got there, and still waited 35minutes! I was so angry that I forgot to ask him! GRRRRR he did however diganose me of slight gastro and a ear and throat infection
Ill see how Im feeling on tuesday and Ill go and see my usual Doctor

Thanks Emma, yeah when Baileys at daycare Im so glad he is but then feel bad too for feeling it! its like when hes here I sometimes dont want him to be but when hes not I really want him to be!

p.s want me to get another sig made for you?

Can you please email them to me...
trish@tnt.net.nz

Trish if it makes you feel any better, I am going through the exact same thing. I went to my GP on wednesday, and have gone back on anti depressants. Big hugs to you, and I hope everything gets sorted for you soon.

I have also just realised that I am suffering from PND big time - its taken my husband to pack a bag this morning and walk out for me to realise it! (He will be back, dont worry - its the wake up call I needed). Needless to say, I have a doctors appt this afternoon to get some anti depressants.

I suffered from PND at the beginning too, I thought it had gone, but now its back.

Everything seems like such a huge effort, I get angry really easily and am feeling like I am hopeless.

I have also realised that talking to people is helping - I hope you are feeling better soon too.