I’m feeling very sorry for myself

Maybe downgrade to a 1GB plan or something then it will slow down automatically and he'll have no choice but to limit his usage.

Well things are a bit better now. Hes layed off the name calling, hostility and late nights after reading this thread.

Hes still doing bare minimum around the house, but nothing new there. Only a week until he heads off to Aussie.

I have decided there will be some changes in place for when he comes back. I will be changing my broadband plan and password so he can't buy extra time when he uses it all. I will be cancelling sky movies and possibly putting sky on hold for a couple of months. Though that might be punishing DD and myself a bit much. She likes her Disney channel and I like Casulty, Holby City and the WWE programmes.

I know I complained about him alot, but its never been all bad. He makes me laugh like no other person and when the mood takes him can be the most tender loving man. Urgh I'm getting all teary eyed lol.

Thank you ladies for your support. Its awesome to have somewhere to just unload.

Well tomorrow is D day.

DF leaves here at 3am. His flight is early tomorrow morning.

And my close friend has to be at the hospital at midday for surgery to remove her breast cancer.

I have to work, I'm going to find it hard I think.

Well my friend's surgery went well. They didn't have to remove her whole breast. Just the lumps and the lymph nodes on that side. We went to see her yesterday and she was in good spirits and without any pain which was awesome. She has another night or possibly two before shes allowed to go home.

DF arrived safely in Aussie. The funny thing is hes absolutely hating it there. He says the house is a pigsty. Rubbish everywhere, no clean dishes in the house and a mountain of laundry on the floor in the wash house. They haven't organised anywhere for him to sleep so hes sleeping on the couch at the moment. Today some other people arrive so he'll have to give up the couch to them. From then on he'll probably end up on the floor in his brother's room. Thing is you can't see the floor in brother's room at the moment. He is counting the days till he comes home. I guess hes discovered the grass isn't greener on the other side of the ditch.

Yay he comes back today!

Hes had a few awakenings while hes been away which is probably the best thing that could have happened.

Hes discovered that he really missed me and has made the decision to work harder on our relationship. He even said last night that he needs me in his life. His libido seems to have returned to that of a normal 21 year old without the constant distraction/obsession of the computer. He even said that having a baby with me, the person he loves is very important to him.

So heres hoping he can keep all this up! I am looking forward to him arriving home.

Hi Fallen, I have just been reading your thread too and wondering how things are going. Is DF back home yet? I think the decisions you made about the internet and SKY are sound. We quit SKY almost 2 years ago and do not miss it at all.
Do you work in a pharmacy? I wondered with your comment about methadone clients hooking up together. I work in a field where I see people who really shoudnt be breeding having kids at the drop of a hat. I work with mostly men and they get very upset when we come across mistreated children.
Its a new year so a good time for a new start and outlook on life - I hope DF comes back and treats you with the love and lust you deserve. Hugs!