Mamma Mia

i didn't get it 1st time round - i think the only reason i got it second time round was cos i was basically carrying paris around 24/7, - which put alot of stress on my already gammy joints - i think the preg hormones really over-do their job with me, make everything nice and soft like they're supposed to but sometimes too much so - i mean i know with breastfeeding you still have a fair amount of those hormones etc circulating - but i just still feel like i am still squishy since having Ayja - leg muscles, arm muscles, tummy, everything. maybe oncei stop b/feeding it might go away, i hope.