My grandad died about 8 or 9 years ago, and I was aimlessly and self centredly wandering through life, no direction, no focus, nothing. I would love for him to see how much I have cleaned my life up, and grown up to be more than another aimless student who thinks the world owes them a living, staggering from one boozy/stoner party to the next, and one loser no good man who treats me like sh*te to the next, cos I have no self respect.
I loved my grandad so much, and it mattered very much how he saw me, and what he thought. I know he loved me, I was his Princess, know I would like him to see how I have met a man who treats me like a princess, and my beautiful children.
The Honest Un PC Parent of 2, usually stuck in the naughty corner! :P
Awesome, so how will we work the book review thing?
I would get in touch with my grandad again. he is really the only one close to me that has died and I knew something was going to happen that day. He was really sick and everything but seemed pretty chirpy when we went to see him in the morning but he had heaps of our rellies from timaru up so didnt stay long and with everyone around etc... i didnt tell him i loved him when i left but thought oh well will see him tomorrow. later that day i said to now my hubby, i feel like i need to go and see grandad but we were on our way out and he said dont worry it will be sweet you will see him tomorrow and i remember going to bed that night and saying to myself dont die tonight grandad but he did. Ive always regretted not saying i love you just cos there were so many people there and it was so busy so I would see him again and tell him i love him.
Or I would meet my cousin who disappeared and find out what happened to him because i know the not knowing haunts a lot of my family members.
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My beautiful 2 girls...nearly 4 and 13 months
