Sinking

Big hugs,

These times suck, don't they? I've just come out of one of those funks, it's so hard when everything becomes difficult, nothing seems to work and everything is a struggle. Know that it's a phase so therefore will end and things will get better and more enjoyable again.
We are in a similar position with selling our house (people giving us conflicting advice) and the housing market is in such a state of change at the moment it's hard to know what the heck to do. So I feel your pain there. And I am currently sitting here in my PJs surrounded by half my pot drawer, bits of garlic bulbs that have been pulled apart and half of DD's toys, all strewn from one end of the house to the other. That was just an hours worth of play. Sigh. It's never ending.
Sorry I can't offer any advice. Just know that you're not alone in feeling these things and dealing with the stuff you are dealing with. When things seem out of control for me, I find it helpful to remind myself that the one thing I can control is my reaction to what is happening around me.
I hope things start to resolve themselves soon.

thanks guys, i have just had an hours sleep while little miss is having her nap and i feel a bit better...but Sheza i do actually feel like im coming down with something, i am feeling like i am being run over by a semi trailer, and i do believe i am starting an ear infection as my ear hurts like anything.....looks like a trip to the doctors might be in order

Big hugs Kaz.

who knows, im already on multivits, iron tabs, folic acide and bp meds....have been out for 2 hours with Rhiannon and was sweet as as soon as i got home, it was like i just didnt want to be here.

it will sort itself out, tonight i am going to go sit at my quiet spot for a while and just be

Sounds like your feeling a little....closed in where your living, being outside probably made you feel better cos your out in the open and theres nothing to remind you why you feeling sad, know what I mean? Once you move you will probably feel heaps better, fresh start kind of thing I get like that sometimes, and when I do I'll go out for a walk, come home and clean up or something or change something around and i feel a bit better.

hope you feel better soon. I get a bit like that sometimes and find even a walk around the block helps.

Aww hugs Kaz.

I used to feel like that (with the cleaning) so I now don't do any tidying during the day and do it all when the kids are in bed. That way it seems to stay clean for longer and it gives me more time to play with them without feeling guilty for the mess.

morning guys, am feeling a bit better this morning, Rhi is still grumpy, and im still feeling under the weather, but not as bad as yesterday...have a play date today, so that will be good for both Rhiannon and I, and of course i get to meet 2 ppl of here that ive not met yet.