Not good news i’m afraid

Sorry for your loss Mel. I too had a similar thing happen at the beginning of this year, and if you need someone to talk to, feel free to PM me. The irony is that it took us close to a year to concieve our angel baby, and then we conceived twins in the first cycle after we lost our baby.
I promise too, that the breakdowns get fewer and further between. I still have the odd 'moment' when I hear a certain song or smell a cerain smell that reminds me of it, but for the most part we're okay. At the beginning I thought I would never get over it, that it would never get easier, but it did, and it does.